I was a healthy, happy pretty decent kid. All I really cared about was my health and the health of those I love and then I got inflicted with CRPS. Now I can no longer do anything I love to do without feeling pain, frustration, and depression. The area has affected my lower half so I am afraid that I will be sexually dysfunctional the rest of my life.

I just don't' want to live like this. I'm not strong enough. If it was any other affliction it'd be one thing, but a life without sex or feeling good in my own skin is just not what I can put up to bargain.
** I have no other reason to live anymore.