After my initial accident I was having what I was told were siesures. I would just find my self on a floor and not know what happend. while still working one time I know that i had to have been half way up a pretty big ladder to have ended up on the floor the way I did. I think many months later after having finaly been off work for a while I was feeling great and though it was all over. Unfortunately I do not know if it was another siesure but I came to at the bottom of stairs and from there started all over again. Then for the hole winter at least I could not stand up out side basicaly at all I think. Any thing slippery and I would almost do a flip and end up flat. A lot of times I would walk in the house and my girl friend would ask me what happend and I would not know what she meant. She would ask how I got another cut on my head or arms or legs or what ever and I did not know.

I remember reading a post here about being turned down for life insurance and also some where else or some one told me about how our life is expected to be a lot shorter just because we had a tbi and I always wonder if that is why. Because it gives us wors balance or eye sight or siesures or all of it and it is just probability that sooner than later one of them is going to finish the job.