It's very good to meet you! Welcome to the forums. I have a first cousin a year older than me who has suffered from a conversion disorder practically his whole life, but I've never experienced it myself. He used to tell me about how scary it could be, and the anxiety it caused him.
I'm very glad that you found your way here, and I feel certain that you will have no problem with finding friends to talk to. There are so many warm and caring people on this site. I wish you the very best, Vickie.
Idealist