Hi 310Girl. I'm sorry you are feeling this depressed and wanted to remind you that you aren't alone. Depression is a beast and it takes daily courage to stand up to it. And throw unrelenting pain into the mix...it's a real challenge. Melody Beattie wrote an excellent book
, A Reason to Live
I highly recommend it.
Suicide is a hasty choice...and the ultimate act of desperation. Please don't choose it.