If this were my thread, I'd title it much the same as you have dear (((((wren))))

I've been struggling with the demon beast for many weeks now...

thoughts of why am I living are being outweighed by who and what I'd be leaving behind...

thanks be to those who are here to listen to us

(And... um .... I hit the thanks button on your post... cuz I thank you for saying what is in your heart) ... then I removed it cuz of what Alffeee said cuz there is no way I'm gonna support you ever leaving us!!!