You were one of the first to respond to me last year when I joined neurotalk. Please do not give up, give in or get defeated, and I will too. I feel the same way alot of times as I am going to loose my home, on top of family issues and my health. I get some comfort from hanging around such good people here. I often can't find a reason to go on. I still try to find meaning and something good in each day. Pain is constant, I know about that too. so many here suffer. Please keep writing and being here. I care about you and never forgot your kindness to me. ginnie