I know about being an outcast too. So sorry you are having all that troulbe. I wonder at times where human compassion is. My family didn't want to deal with my health issues at all. No compassion in my own family. I am sorry you suffer over other people trying to ruin what life you do have. I hope you have a few good souls in your life to try and help you through all this. I geet so angry when I hear about the lack of respect, compassion and dignity we are suppose to give each other, especially in the work place. work is hard enough when you don't feel good. I will keep you in my prayers. ginnie