I've been through that too. It's a scary feeling. I've wanted to die,but that was awhile back. Let some time pass,do what you can to hang on,and things will change.

You have so much life within you,though you don't feel it now. Hang on. We all love you. You will be OK. Feelings crash sometimes,for us who have these mental health conditions. Don't feel guilty. I know what you are talking about. BF