310 Girl....

Your words are mine spoken or thought many a times. I've been fighting this monster for 8+ years now. The key word now is.... FIGHTING.

Oh how often I have wanted to give up and walk out of my skin, FOREVER. I have a few unsuccessfull attempts.

I won't tell you that you will have good days and bad days... but you will have bad days, better days, and not so bad days.

The others who have written before me offer great information. Please know we understand....there are plenty of members like us... and others who have lost loved ones to suicide. If it weren't for those I wouldn't be
here... I get to see their pain from losing someone to suicide and I would never want to cause my family, friends, other who may love me that kind of pain.

Hang in there.... (I know I hate that term too) but somewhere out there someone is working on something to help us fight this Monster called RSD.

Abbie