Leigh, I think your taking massive health risks. If your blacking out, your body is telling you it cant cope with these toxins.
My philosophy is, if you think you may be drinking to much, then you are!
Please sit down and think about this. I know to well the health implications of alcohol addiction, after watching my Hubby go through it and his health problem now and he has been abstinent 14 mths.
Take care and good luck.
Buttercup x