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Old 09-26-2011, 09:31 AM
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Default please please don't

my dad killed himself when i was 19
he was an amputee before i was born
i'm 50, happily divorced, mother of 4
LOVE BEING A MOM (NEVER A THOUGHT IN MY LIFE, WISHING I DIDN'T HAVE THEM)
MAY I PLEASE SUGGEST ALWAYS HAVE SOMEONE WITH YOU FIND THAT ONE SOMEONE. PLEASE DO NOT ALLOW YOURSELF THE AGONY OF DEPRESSION WITHOUT PROFESSIONAL HELP!
just never be alone, when your feeling it
after my fathers suicide
i thought, how could someone even think it
whatever the situation may have been
but now living with ailments i that i have no control of
as many others do in many different forms
i have been visited by the beast
i was mortified
with all the beautiful wonders in life FAMILY, FRIENDS WHO ARE THERE
ready to catch us
the sunrise and sunset
even on those black cloudy days
the sun shines
i am still in a state of shock that i, thought it, because of physical PAIN
that has taken simple things from my life, my passion cooking and watching my family eat
PLEASE DON'T GO
FAITH IS BLIND,
i love you
sooooo much support here
eva
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