I know the idea of inpatient treatment is scary. I remember. But I've been inpatient & it's worked for me. In alcohol treatment, I could leave at any time. When I'd ODd on drugs & signed myself in, I didn't try to leave--don't think they would have let me. Getting off drug dependency, having signed yourself in....I don't know. States vary.
But inpatient has a better chance of succeeding.
& it's necessary if there's any chance you may go into seizures or have other medical complications.
Do you have a pdoc? mdoc? tdocs don't always know much about drugs.
If you have a pdoc, please make contact.
I'm just afraid outpatient may not be enough if you have serious withdrawal. Will your husband freak? Turn you in? How will your children handle it?
C.G.