the point of me writing this was that my doctor has not only treated me like i was just a money sign but when i don't have my medicine i cant do anything. and by anything i mean i cant even get out of bed. after surgery i have not been under the pain level of 5 it is a terrible feeling. cooking is what i do and to know that i cant cook anymore is hurting me even more. when i don't have medicine in my body i am lucky to be able to pick up something as simple as a fork. no disrespect taken ,but i don't understand your question. plz elaborate. the only reason i am on neuro talk is because i want to give my story and maybe get some helpful advice

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