Hi, ballerina:

I mentioned I had documents from Dr. Schwartzman, but unfortunately, this wonderful doctor is not my doctor, so I am not in good hands. The only doctor on Earth who WAS willing to help care for my RSD seems to be getting tired of me. I would not be surprised if, some day soon, he tells me he does not want to see me anymore. He was such a good doctor before and we got along so well, so I do not understand what happened...

Can you imagine what it would be like to have generalized internal chronic RSD without ANY medical care? What would happen to me? CPS sure would use that opportunity to take my two-year-old baby away. I am going to move out today and go I do not know where yet. I feel so sad ans shocked I just want to cry and cry and cry... I feel like I am sinking...