Dear Lovefamilypets,
You just went though alot with your body. Just take it one step at a time and get over what just happened to you. Give yourself a few weeks before you start to think of your next step. There is always a next step you just need to get back to yourself so you can think about it logically. Right now everything is fresh in your mind.

I have had iv's of natural vitamins and minerals every two weeks for about 11 months now after a bad ICU experience while having ketamine done so I know how hopeless you feel now too. Hang in there. I was told by my doctor there is nothing I can do for you and I wanted to die it hurt so bad but then I found the iv vitamins and am now down to going once a month and for seven months now I am off all opiates which to me is a miracle so things will happen but you just need to be patient and find what works for you. Hang in there my friend.
kathy d