Yes, it is hard on you, but the Lord as helped me thur it. Bob passed away 8 months ago. The people in my life have been there for me and that makes a lot of difference. It's his own family, that never call or visit that hurt me the most. I could count on one hand the number of phone calls any of them have made just to talk to me. One has never been here to check on me. Thats life I guess.
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