Welcome to NT! This is the perfect place to be! You'll meet many new friends who completely understand what you're going thru.
There's a forum here for each of the issues you bring up, so make yourself at home.
The RSD forum is very active and the folks are just wonderful.
Here's the direct link to get you there:
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/fo...aysprune=&f=21
Certainly depression sets up camp in us when we are faced with these struggles, but together we can lift each other up and stay above that dark cloud.
It'll be great seeing you around JustHelen
Caring,
Rae