I echo the sentiments of the others - I just think the monster you know isn't as scary as the one your mind can conjure up.

I hope that this MonSter isn't too hard on you, but at least you have some validation in your own heart now (and for those around you). I am sure that you have known this for a long time, but a definite Dx is reassuring and kinda empowering.

Guessing you don't know how the hell to feel now, is it a bit anticlimactic???

Regards

Lyn