HI Secret Grace:

Your story breaks my heart. Don't know what else to say. Have you ever considered AA (I gather you might have gone there in the past)??

Anyway, all I can do is send warm thoughts your way and here's a hug.

And if you want to just lie back and laugh, click on my youtube channel. I guarantee you'll get a chuckle or two.

And we all need to laugh once in a while.

Take care,

Melody