thank u lee

u certainly understand, your kind message is something i am fully aware of, that is the mechanics of the body and fixing it. maybe it's that i am not expressing my confusion.
there was not a thing wrong as far as the pain i experience in my left arm. i am right handed and my pain was in and on the right side before anything was ever addressed, i taught myself to do most everything with my left arm and that is leaving out my neck problems, that simply swallowing will never be without pain, new after surgery. i knew about limited motion the pain i suffer in my upper back, new, that's not even near the lower back. my own dr is stumped i have an appointment with him soon. also he's the one who made the remark, after last emg, as per his request because stumped, then meeting with him, only to tell me, "u have a multitude of problems" i know i wasn't pleasant speaking of him but i am still just as upset if not more now because i could have told him that. it was him trying 2 brush it somewhat off, and i know about dr ego. hell i wouldn't be pleased, but I, eva not him, is left with both arms along with all the other crap, not 2 mention my life completely screwed upside down, i can't even sleep in peace, and do i have my talks with my God, never blaming, only trying my best 2 understand what is it that i am needed for if i am bed ridden at times. this is not the way one might think just relax, i wish i could active like i used 2 be. i have already accepted many things that wont be the same. as it is now, i hurt taking the elevator, and going 2 the ladies room, if u know what i mean, takes forever. i am under the care of my pain management specialist after the situation getting my meds from my surgeon. i won't be going thru that hopefully never again. but i learned never say never. anyhow life goes on, i know. some days better than others. one day at a time. this i do know. love and hugs. thank you for being understanding. may your day be filled with happiness!