thanks all...I guess the fact that I have zero patience probably doesn't help the situation. I was in an accident in my teens, but had a blow to the front of the head-had no complications other than a nifty scar and some sensitivity to light and noise few a few months. This has been a whole new journey and I don't like it.

I am aware however, that I am very very lucky to still be here and that the injuries could have been much more severe.

Have a great weekend.