You know when I first met you and your sister online and you knew I had no sisters, you said I could be your other sister. Thank you for being so generous. I hold you both very dear to my heart. It's been a long tough journey. I know.

It's ok my dear Addysis. I often want to quit everything too. You gotta hold on there. I figure you've been triggered by talk/memories of your father maybe. ? Your whole family has been through so much as I know well, I'm sure if you confided in them they would help as they're the most loving and caring of people.

I enjoyed a totally incredible Canadian Thanksgiving in company with you and your sis and her family and a special friend. Wow, how the time has flown and so much has happened.

I think we were about 5 hours late for dinner, but the company and the food was incredible. First time I ever tasted pumpkin pie in my entire life and that strawberry and baby spinach salad was incredible.

Sorta freaked me out a little that the bears came down into the yards at night to rummage through the bins. It was neat to see them up there in the hills, but having them rummage through the bins in the yard was a little different for me.

Will contact you. You're not alone at all. Never forget that Addy.

This too shall pass, but sometimes we need company to help it pass less painfully. Wish, as I said many threads ago, that I could go walk on that beach with you.

Love you. You're a true friend.