We actually have a sub-forum here at NT specific to SCS/Pain Pumps.
Here's the link to get you there:
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/fo...ysprune=&f=118

Most of the discussion seems to be on the SCS, but I wish more pumpers would share over there. Up at the top of the page, you might find some good info in the section called the 'sticky's'.

Hang in there. I can sure understand the depression thing. It's a nightmare for sure, but the good thing is there are plenty of us who know what you are going thru and we try to keep each other afloat.

There were several here who had pumps, but they haven't posted in a long time.

It's good to have you here!

OH! I see Saffy already pointed you to the forum - yay Saffy!

Caring,
Rae