cathie,

i am so sorry i just don't know how computers work
i am on prozac for a year now
speak with my shrink for a little longer
just recently it switched
every other week
started with depression
missing my job
my adult children call and check up
my 13 year old keep things interesting
THIRTEEN thank goodness we have a
open relationship, she WILL ask me anything
and feel great it is like it is
only she is afraid for me
that makes me sad
she makes me laugh
she loves when i laugh
it's a good relationship
i do pamper myself
when i can
i am divorced for 25 years happily
just never found anyone i trust
i do entertain and have company when possible
but when the pain supersede
everything comes to a hault
ya know
anyway
some days good, maybe great
then we're talking

my pain doc put me back on 20mg 3 times a day oxycontin
there is relief never below a 5
and found 2 or 3 days out of the week
lets call them my best days
i move with the wind

i submitted additional 3 month leave
request granted
hope to know what i am left with
and can return back at my job
even if restriction are required
back into the world.

you stay safe, as we must
take things at your pace
and keep depression at bay

so many suffer silently
that hurts

hope all is well

thank you

eva