Thanks everyone your answers reflect exactly what I was thinking..After being on here for about 3 years I been blessed to be on this forum. There are people like you guys that know this demon and know what to expect from it. But I have a certain entity in my life that thinks you can wave a majic wand and it will all go away. I just want to thank everyone on here for their time and commitment that all of you spend to seek out the new ones and welcome them in. And are quick to answer a question that has been answered probably a thousand times before. That are so willing to help in any way possible even if its looking for new boots. All those things that we now face that we would have never given a first thought to when we were healthy. Thank you. Boy its one crazy messed up disease that I would wish on my worst enemy.