Alot of things are going on in my life. Don't know were to start. I have MS/this should be confirmed around Nov 2nd. I'm 47 yrs old and my name is Heather. There is more to this picture than I even want to take in. My problems began about 12 yrs ago and a few surgerys later and alot of meds. Lyrica is my newest I have been on for about six months and boy do I some issues with this. I am just afraid and feel like no one understands me. Some days I just want to stay in bed and forget but i can't cause the pain is always there and sleep.......What the heck is that? I'm not coping very well these days. I think if I was to ever have another surgery I would sign the paper to do not resusitate. My family is not so understanding. Gee, I really am down right now and can't express how or were my feelings are and what I'm going threw.