Happy to have you back home Heather. Sounds like you are a little depressed. It's a symptom of MS and it is one thing that can be helped. See your Doc about an anti depressant. Not all will work for you, but if you find the right one, life can seem normal again.

I'm sorry your family does not understand, but it's hard to understand an illness if you don't feel it yourself, so come here to vent and get it out....we DO understand.