Kimberly
Welcome to the group. I am sorry your are hurting so much and so often. I'm not sure where you live but there are doc.'s listed on the RSDSA website. This monster gives us all rollercoasters and this is a great place to vent, rant, rave, or what ever your feeling. We are all a family of big support and gentle hugs.
Insurance is a bummer. Definetly retire for Medicaid, sometimes I hear it helps to talk to administers to let them know how high your costs are. Keep us informed and welcome.