Welcome... and I apologize that I'm not about to write too much as I'm heading to bed.
Just two things I want to say right now:
1. throw out the gun!!
2. trust in the celexa!
You have found a very special forum - some of us have known each other since the early 90's...
Stick around, pull up a chair... and start fighting the fight for your life!
It really is worth living.

Addy