dear cathie,

it makes me feel a whole lot better knowing your husband is right where he needs to be
WITH YOU, and just knowing he steps in when needed i applaud him.
my adult children are with me for this same reason beside loving me
but i know you have an understanding as you so eloquently put it
our future is somewhat in their control
only this cookie calls him on his poop
i'm sure, better yet i hope you love your job
as that is something i always advocated
and passed on, my babies all adults now love what they do
and that makes this momma very happy
my eldest following her bliss, a poet,
not many of us in the world get that
i made my doctor have my documentation needed for my employment
i work for the town i lived in for 45 years
most all know i do not play politics
but hold anyone accountable when needed
it is sad that in my experience i just have a schmuck overseeing me
that does not mean he dictates how things are doing
like he asks, it is so obvious i'm not ok
so in short i have extended my leave until the new year
until then i wish your pain away
i love working
it is another life outside of ourselves
and when that devilish pain sets in it supersedes all
no more surgeries for me either
just get me well enough so i could live life
i just ordered some beautiful clothes for my grandchild Eva
she is so beautiful
i LOVE all 4 of my children
but i experience you love your grandchild just a little more
just another reason to fight
some days are better than others
i wish you many better days
thank you for being there
i am here for you in return
lots of love
and you go