F1DO

I am glad you recognized the tough love, because my friend all love is tough....it warms us comforts us, hurts us and suffocates us..........love is everything in all its guises

The meal you shared today is in celebration of your Mothers life..........look deep into her eyes and remember the smile on her face the love in her eyes the laughter from her mouth...cherish this love every single day of your natural life. IT WILL I PROMISE YOU..........get you through the darkest of days.

F1DO life is at times like a giant jigsaw puzzle......... one piece missing and the effort to assemble all the rest of the puzzle seems futile??????????.........

but many many people just collapse the puzzle put it back in the box .......and at a later time.........do it all over again.......even knowing that the one piece is missing.....the piece that makes it complete...worthwhile, whole........

the answer to this puzzle is...........one piece does not make a jigsaw..............life its self is a patchwork of anything and everything, happiness sadness hope, and despair....light and dark....

As hard as you may find it.......try to absorb it...taste it.........one day maybe one day you may well think its worth the effort....[i sincerely hope your new medication helps you through this current jigsaw]

David