Oh, sweety, I'm so sorry, you're not doing well! (((Waves)))
You sound like, me, right, now! I'm dealing with siezures!
It's good, you're able to take anti-depressants! You'll be in my
thoughts and prayers, so, hopefully, they have a great effect
on you!! I'm not able to take any, because, too many of them
"can", cause siezures and I have a siezure disorder, already!
Hoping and praying you feel better soon!!!

Phyllis