That's rough. So sorry Kelly. I believe you said you were made worse after surgery - is that right? Did you have both sides done, or just the one? If you don't mind my asking - how do you afford to live or how do you take care of yourself? Quitting for me is not an option right now, unless I want to lose my home, my marriage, etc. Wish there was a way I could keep symptoms at bay - it's not for lack of trying.