i have been wanting to go to sleep at four o clock in the afternoon. I guess I am really depressed. this morning i go to my social worker. I will force myself to go. I don't feel like doing anything. I know i should start taking little walks and build up but i can't motivate myself. I just heard that the medicare increase in under four dollars and the cola increase is about forty dollars. the medicare increase was rumored to be 10 dollars. I should be so thankful. I am looking into ooma or magic jack. I could save a lot of money but it sounds like so much trouble. you have to wait a while until your old phone number works. I started taking another class with university without walls...conference calls where there is interaction...one of them is on gratitude. for homework every night you write down three things you are greatful for and then you also write somebody youare greatful for. It is sort of an offshoot of positive thinking. my life feels so empty even though now i am going to the senior center five days a week.
bobby