First of all, please don't do anything to hurt yourself. Instead, continue to talk to us. You are not alone!
If you think you are coming to a crisis, please call 911. There are people who can help.
I'm sorry for the things you're going through and please know that we have members here who have been through similar trials themselves, or else they know someone who has.
Please have a look at our Survivors of Suicide Forum. There are people there willing to help you.
Here's the link:
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum29.html
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