Hi Kittycapucine -
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Please tell a family member or a friend how you are feeling right now... and please think about them should you chose to leave... reach out to your hospital - go and tell them you need help. You can do it... your friends and your family are worth it.
I pray you can get the help you need... please go to the hospital.
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Addy