Thanks for that very honest reply, waves. I definitely can empathize, having had my own moments of feeling like doo. My previous comment about people acting like children who get their feelings hurt and take their 'toys' and go home was perhaps not expressed well enough. I was remembering another community where someone felt mad, hurt, whatever, and went back in and deleted, as far as I could tell, every single post they had ever made, some of which was very valuable information.
Of course, that is a very extreme reaction, and most posters don't go to such extremes! I certainly can understand your personal concerns.
Hugs,