You shouldn't feel sorry...we all understand the need to vent and get things off our chest. The support of everyone here is really great...I know it has helped me get through all of my tough times. If we get helpful advice too that's just a bonus really.

I'm really very sorry about the spread. Despite the fact that mine has spread to my upper body and now includes everything between my waste and my neck...I feel so lucky that it's not in my face or right leg. Having even one "good" leg is such a blessing. Sending good thoughts and prayers your way that you get some relief soon and the spreading stops.