good day all

curious at what cat scan will reveal saturday
lets see fused or not
there are situations like mine
my neurosurgeon will not own up to possible failure
give me back my life
he has no answers what has gone wrong with
my left whole arm
both useless
my whole body just hurts
my back kills
my neck
swallowing
ear ache
headache
knees joints all joints
the cracking
while last emg around two months ago
shows nerve damage both arms
my left arm was just fine
until second surgery
now to have to entertain a pain pump
only angers me more
his arrogance and pass me on like he's done
what he has done for sure
is make my situation so much worse than before
any doctors touched me
i've done my homework
fell into the negative percentile
so hard to keep a positive outlook
amazed how powerful pain and anger
can take away from a being
just so tired
never a good night sleep
so much to be thankful for
this evil pain
i miss my dog