I have not stopped thinking of you. I don't know if I would get a med. on line or not. You never know from where those meds. come from or if they have any potency or not. I wouldn't want you to make your situation worse. You are already suffering. I would go from one end of your country to the other still seeking a doctor that will listen to you. doctors need to pay more attention to what the patients say, not just about the numbers. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. ginnie