I am so sad to learn yours was a disaster. It took years for me to work up the courage to seek this wonder I know after a friend at church mentioned his sister had been implanted for the first time 10 years ago. The technology was kinda kinky then, but she appreciated it. Tried another, and is now on her third and totally thrilled with it. I credit him with inspiring me to approach this path. His name, Jason, the fella on the Blessings thread whose wife has experienced miraculous cancer results this week.
Prayin for ya,
Mark56