I am so touched by you all sharing these very important thoughts...as you all know, these symptoms are so very frustrating to deal with and can drain all of the energy, energy that is sometimes needed to keep going.
I need to keep going-you're all so correct. It would tear my family apart...

Thank you all again...and please keep me in your prayers so I can get through this...I've been in therapy off & on when it gets bad; I have the tools but I don't always have the wherewithal to fight.
I DO need to remember to allow these thoughts to move through and out of my brain...I will continue to tell myself all that you have shared here so that I come back to myself and let Gods light shine through me again...
Blessings to all of you...I am so lucky to have you all!