Welcome to NT

(((hugs)))

It's okay... more (((hugs)))

It is bad to go through these things. We do understand.

No one will judge you. This is very real for you, and it does sound scary, all of it... the unknown is scarier...

Take your time and find members you're comfortable with. you'll discover there are others out there that have suffered as much, and maybe more.

It's good to have this network of info and resources.

There's lots of other interesting forums here to check out.

I would suggest you keep a diary of what's going on, meds, foods, sleep habits, and your brain-related events.

Please don't beat up on yourself too much... or think of yourself as "weird" or anything like that. You are having some unusual medical issues.

Take care...