Oh Eva,
It's unfair how life deals us it's hand sometimes, I am so sorry you had bad results. It really sucks! Why can all the evil people and criminals have the bad health thrust upon them instead of the kind people with good hearts.
I feel so bad for you, wish we lived closer so I could sit with you and give you a big hug. But you'll have to accept my virtual hug

instead.
I am at a loss of words right now, but I too am here to listen, anytime you want to vent, cry, or chat. I'm online everyday, I'll make a point of checking in more often to see that you are ok.
Glad you have your family with you for support... I will say a few extra prayers for you.
Thinking of you,
Cathe