Are you taking antidepressant medication? One of the symptoms of depression is fatigue and needing to sleep all the time.

From what you have told us, you have every reason to need these types of medication. Even aside from the fact that you have been through such an awful ordeal, your brain chemistry could be seriously messed up.

Don't think of yourself as a loser - you have faced demons that others cannot even begin to imagine and you are still here and trying to improve things for yourself. I would call that a huge achievement.

Regards

Lyn