..Thank you all for your good thoughts. It is such a strange time for me, not knowinging if my swallowing stopped from the M.G. or the M.S. or some other physical problem OR my subconscious is too Afraid to allow me to swallow. Every time I choke or have to spit out my saliva or clean the area around my feeding tube or look in the mirror and see this strange thing hanging out of my stomach or take my feeds, water and meds thru the tube , it reinforces the idea that I I Can't swallow. I have decided for now not to go on a anti depression drug until I know what I'm dealing with. I do take xanax at bedtime and klonapin once or twice a day if I'm getting to worked up. I think the anti anxiety meds are working o.k. for me right now because I just take them when I really need to. Again Thank you all for your support!