I lost my brother who was my best friend 23 years ago, I still miss him so much, he also was killed in a car accident, I know the holidays are just not the same without him, but I know he would want me to enjoy and love my family everyday, none of us knows when our last day may be we just must trust the Lord Jesus Christ and know he loves us so much, and I know one day I will see my brother again! Blessings and have a wonderful Thanksgiving. Jan