WELCOME to NT!
I'm so sorry for the reason you've come here...
The good thing is that you've found a wonderful place of support and understanding, plus there's alot of great info to be had as well.
Here's a shortcut link to get you to the TOS forum:
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/fo...aysprune=&f=24
Everyone is more than willing to help and we're all very down to earth.
It's great to have you here!
Caring,
Rae