I've been separated now for almost a year and the bad memories will still keep me up. I just tried to go to bed as I got very little sleep last night. However, I started thinking of some more bad things about my marriage. Why can't I just let it go? Maybe if I wasn't so isolated I wouldn't be harping on the bad in my life the past 6 years. I hate to take any Klnopin because they will give me such a bad hangover tomorrow I won't make it out anywhere.

Just ranting.

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