I will pray that he listens to you. I will also keep you in my thoughts. It is hard to face something like that, I know he meant alot to you. Friends do go in and out of our lives, even when we don't want that to happen. If it doesn't work out, rise above it, and keep trying to better yourself. You will make other friends as your nature is so caring. You will find others, that allow for a human mistake which we all make. Forgiveness is always the key. Don't beat up on yourself OK? ginnie